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i remember you asking, “how did we both end up on this website?” every song you wrote about me, could’ve been what i write. I don’t know how to tell you that I can relate to your view, almost feels like you feel the way i feel. with different thought processes. i miss you like an idiot misses a stranger. like the stars loved the moon, nothing in me could’ve stop me from loving you. you think i used you, i think you’re disappointing for all you did. and i can almost see both of us disappointingly looking at a mirror, we almost got it, what happened this year? now the feeling’s gone, the sweetness has turned to bitterness, the smoke to sour, the mirrors to water, we’ll be blaming each other, will we? will we feel the same things? and all this boils down to is we’re such a goddamned mess. you don’t need me to push you to do things out of anger, i don’t need you to push me to do things out of fear, and we stay the same like we were two years later. but now the ball is in your court, I can’t help but watch how you take us and make us disappear. how im begging you to remember me kinder, you hate me now and I don’t want more. i don’t know why you do what you do and im holding back my anger, but i just need your forgiveness. I’m taking back my power, and if you won’t back down from your unnecessary fight I’ll have to do you a one-up. but I don’t wanna fight so can you just let me go?!?

not sure why anyone would want to copy a letter, but –

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