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I act, I acted, I’m acting nice
when I take revenge, you know
I become the devil
‘angel’ (you say ‘I do revenge better’)
I loved you but you know
we both call that nonsense

I messed up, I regret taking revenge
what do you want? (‘from me’)
you call me boring when I don’t play you back (so you thought that I was nice)
maybe I want this thing to end (‘weak’)
maybe I want to continue it (‘nah’)

maybe it’ll feel weird when she gives you love like I didn’t
maybe she’ll love without getting jealous
maybe it’ll feel off when he doesn’t play with my feelings
maybe he’ll love without taking revenge
and maybe we’ll love differently

I act, I acted, I’m acting nice (so sorry)
when I take revenge, you know (not sorry)
I become the devil (and so sorry)
‘angel’ (you say ‘I do revenge better’ [hey])
I loved you but you know (sorry)
we both call that bull- (sorry)

so I messed up, why are you still at it? (sorry means nothing but I want an explanation)
what do you need? (do you even want me?)
so call me boring when I don’t play you back (I could be twice as bad)
maybe I want this thing to end (so you don’t call me weak)
maybe I want to continue it (don’t want you back)

maybe it’ll feel weird when she loves you ’til the end
maybe she doesn’t mind your immoral- immorality
maybe it’ll feel off when he doesn’t maybe he’ll be staunch enough for me to throw a punch at him
and maybe we’ll love differently
maybe we’ll love differently

would you love me like I did?
you won’t love me jealously
we love differently
would I love you ’til the end?
I can’t love your morality
and we’ll love them differently

so I messed up, why are you still at it? (I still want an explanation)
who are you? (are you what I need)
so call me boring when I don’t play you back (I’m sorry?)
maybe I want this thing to end (bye)
maybe I want to continue it (don’t blame me then)

maybe it’ll feel weird when she’s too good you think she’s perfect
maybe she’ll look anything but ugly
maybe he’ll be too good he’s too good for me
maybe he’ll be a haven
and maybe we’ll love differently
maybe we’ll love differently

maybe we’ll love differently,
maybe we’ll love differently

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